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Somebody me tell I'm being stupid.
Mar. 8th, 2010 02:38 pmI'm being crazy again and someone needs to yell at me. >_<
SO. I've got this sweet PT job, right? The one where everyone is absolutely amazing and I love it to bits there, even when there's the occasional customer who's got their nose bent out of shape. Thanks to these past few weeks at this place I've come to realize that doing something I enjoy far outweighs doing something I only tolerate for the sake of a good paycheck (cliche, I know, but up til now I thought a good paycheck could help in swallowing a couple bitter pills). I now have no idea how the hell I managed to survive at that call centre for almost three years.
( Now cut for length. Good grief this thing got long. )
EDIT: So now that I've sat back and though on it a bit more, and I realized that the whole idea is pretty dependent on my getting a student loan that covers all my expenses. And I also realized that if that doesn't happen, I can wait a few months and try applying again for the course that starts in January. And if that doesn't work, then I'll wait until next year and use the time to bolster my savings as much as I can. Of course, this whole thing is contingent on whether my folks will let me move back in with them for a bit. I'd be willing to pay room and board to help them out, so hopefully it'll go well when I ask them tomorrow.
...So yeah, looking back on what I've typed here, I guess I'm pretty decided that I want to do this, huh? Mom would say this is a perfect example of my typical decison-making process. I think about something for months without telling anyone and then when I've finally decided on what to do it looks to everyone that I've made a snap decision out of nowhere. This time it kinda feels that way to me too, because this is something that's been stewing in the back of my thoughts rather than something that's been at the forefront of my mind.
SO. I've got this sweet PT job, right? The one where everyone is absolutely amazing and I love it to bits there, even when there's the occasional customer who's got their nose bent out of shape. Thanks to these past few weeks at this place I've come to realize that doing something I enjoy far outweighs doing something I only tolerate for the sake of a good paycheck (cliche, I know, but up til now I thought a good paycheck could help in swallowing a couple bitter pills). I now have no idea how the hell I managed to survive at that call centre for almost three years.
( Now cut for length. Good grief this thing got long. )
EDIT: So now that I've sat back and though on it a bit more, and I realized that the whole idea is pretty dependent on my getting a student loan that covers all my expenses. And I also realized that if that doesn't happen, I can wait a few months and try applying again for the course that starts in January. And if that doesn't work, then I'll wait until next year and use the time to bolster my savings as much as I can. Of course, this whole thing is contingent on whether my folks will let me move back in with them for a bit. I'd be willing to pay room and board to help them out, so hopefully it'll go well when I ask them tomorrow.
...So yeah, looking back on what I've typed here, I guess I'm pretty decided that I want to do this, huh? Mom would say this is a perfect example of my typical decison-making process. I think about something for months without telling anyone and then when I've finally decided on what to do it looks to everyone that I've made a snap decision out of nowhere. This time it kinda feels that way to me too, because this is something that's been stewing in the back of my thoughts rather than something that's been at the forefront of my mind.
